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I'm Sorry
I'm sorry
There are so many things I've done-
Trying to forget about all that has happened,
So many things I wish I could undo,
I can't tell you all the times I wanted to push reset.
And I'm sorry.
I'm sorry
for not learning how to forgive you,
But what was I supposed to do-
You went and left me here all alone-
Cold and broken my heart was in pieces,
Memories of us now lay scattered.
There's so much I haven't told you,
So many things I want to tell you,
I wish I could.
So much hurt I've come to endure,
The never ending pain,
And every night I'm forced to relive the tragedies.
I'm sorry-
I'm sorry for holding all of it in
But can you blame me,
As the days pass and as year go by-
That happy smiling child you once knew
Has passed passed away never to come back;
But what's left in his place is just the result of other’s actions.
I'm sorry-
For all the missed birthdays,
For all of the missed calls,
I'm sorry for all of the years I spent hating you.
I'm sorry-
for not being that strong
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Sheep in Wolf's clothing
I am the sheep in Wolf's clothing
Mocked and ridiculed, taunted just because the color of my wool is different,
Reject, outcast, prodigal these were just a few of the names given
because of a slight change in pigment I was labeled a misfit,
A mistake at birth really.
Wanting to belong in a society not hidden by lies covered in white wool-
where everyone is different and not the same,
my freedom cut off by a fence of wood and stone-
It's a prison made for the weak and undermined
Guarded by our warden the border collie the sheep dog.
But not yours,
No your world is always forever open, so full of life-
I can imagine the trees, green and amber leaves;
their shadows hugging, welcoming your every embrace.
while mine is only suffocating in false words and empty promises,
Fueled by my envy.
My fur shoved, taken for others’ pleasure and comfort-
But yours is so rich, beautiful, and vibrant;
brown, white, gray, and black.
No matter what the color, no matter what pigment it is,
it will alw
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An act of Valor, A Sea of Blue

This poem is a tribute made to the men and women in blue,
who have chosen to wear the badge,
Loyal to the shield, knights and protectors to the weak and poor.
Where everyone’s mission is the same-
To uphold the law with honor and respect,
Through dedication, devotion, and diligence.
From the highest ranking Sergeant to the newest rookie,
from the longest running Sheriff to the always alert highway patrol
No job is considered small.
And when your weapon has been kept in its holster,
that's when you know you’ve had good day
Oh and who am I to have forgotten about your loyal K9 companions,
Whom lives are valued just the same,
Their vests may look cute but it serves the same purpose as does the badge;
to protect and serve, to uphold and defend,
Whether it be my master, my partner or my chew toy.
But when an officer of the badge and uniform has fallen,
and when all of his fellow men and women are crying with grieving hearts,
I too
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Thank You Mommy (Happy Mother's Day)
This is poem for all the aunts and grandmas,
and the soon proud to be,
but most of all it's for you.
You break nails and work endlessly-
to provide for us a chance at better lives
day after day from noon til dark you slave your life;
To put food on the table so we wouldn't starve at night,
provide the clothes on our backs least we stay naked in the sun,
And you provided a roof over our heads to shield us from cold.
What ever it takes to pay the bills.
At night I hear you weeping and sobbing, praying for the misery to stop,
searching for an end to our pain and sorrows
Well mommy stop crying, stop shedding those tears of sadness, anger, and hate.
Stop crying for others pain and start letting us cry for yours
This is a poem for all the aunts, aunties, grandmas, and Nanny's out there,
It's a poem for the soon and proud to be mothers,
but most of all this poem is for you mommy.
And what I want to say can't be described or explained,
it can't bought with fancy clothes or expensive jewelry,
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Birthday Candles
Well here it is again that time of year;
The day that only comes once a year-
no matter what culture you’re from,
no matter what religion you believe in,
It is the day everyone knows very well-
The guests are all here, the room is prepared and the table’s all set
decorated with ribbons, streamers, and hats,
kids running engaged in a fierce game of tag,
the cake hasn’t yet arrived and the ice cream is starting to melt.
Will you take part in the food, songs, and dancing;
of the Egyptian kings and queens while sitting around the campfire-
watch how the fire’s bright crimson embers twist and turn,
as if they’re dancing alongside you.
Or will your future be told with the choosing of one:
A doll as it shows signs a loving caring family,
you could inherit a king’s riches picking the Coin,
taking the Book insures infinite knowledge,
Or will it all vanish like dust in a storm;
passing like minutes upon the hands of a clock.
Maybe you’ll join in celebrat
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Love
To what does this word truly mean,
L-O-V-E what do these letters really spell,
And to what does it mean to others.
Day after day, year after year
I would see this word pop up,
wondering what this word truly meant,
why does it affect so many people the way it does-
and why most of us will never feel it.
Well today you will know how most of us feel
Why most us feel the way we feel now
But most of all you’ll know what the true meaning of love is
Letter for Letter-
L-is Longing to be cared by another-
That lost empty feeling of having to wander in a world of sadness-
for the lies meant to hurt and cripple we’re forced to feed off,
And the loneliness that comes with a broken heart.
O-is the constant heartbreak we must endure over and over again,
It’s the sense of being alone for rest of our lives that overwhelms us
V-is for the vast empty void once called our souls;
left beaten and destroyed we try to fill them in with insecurity and sealed with false hopes-
Only for them
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Today, I have some very sad news. I will be leaving DeviantArt, due to emotional related issues. And I do not know when I will be back on or how long I will be absent. I wish this didn't have to happen but I guess its for the best

The reason I say “emotional issues” is because for a long time I have been on and off dealing with depression as a result of past history. And I thought I had dealt with it for the most part but I was wrong; and it's gotten so bad to the point where it's had an major effect on artistic talent (or whatever you want to call it), for the past months I haven't been able to draw or create anything anymore not even a simple doodle and it has made me extremely frustrated, I feel like I have not only let go you all down but I have also let myself down in the process.

I've made empty promises towards improving my craft, to the group I’ve joined, and in the end have made no improvements and used only little effort. I have asked so many of you fellow deviants for big advice on life, art tips, and I've even shared a deep secret with some of you. And that is the reason why it felt like I have let all you down, because all of you have taken so much valuable time out of your much needed schedules to offer great advice and share past experiences with me. You've helped change my life and for that I have nothing to give back in exchange.


And please do not think that I taken any of you for granite. I have cherished every comment, reply, note, llama, Thank You’s, they all mean so much to me as well as you my fellow Deviants. Am sorry this had to be, and I will be back but only time will.
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Today, I have some very sad news. I will be leaving DeviantArt, due to emotional related issues. And I do not know when I will be back on or how long I will be absent. I wish this didn't have to happen but I guess its for the best

The reason I say “emotional issues” is because for a long time I have been on and off dealing with depression as a result of past history. And I thought I had dealt with it for the most part but I was wrong; and it's gotten so bad to the point where it's had an major effect on artistic talent (or whatever you want to call it), for the past months I haven't been able to draw or create anything anymore not even a simple doodle and it has made me extremely frustrated, I feel like I have not only let go you all down but I have also let myself down in the process.

I've made empty promises towards improving my craft, to the group I’ve joined, and in the end have made no improvements and used only little effort. I have asked so many of you fellow deviants for big advice on life, art tips, and I've even shared a deep secret with some of you. And that is the reason why it felt like I have let all you down, because all of you have taken so much valuable time out of your much needed schedules to offer great advice and share past experiences with me. You've helped change my life and for that I have nothing to give back in exchange.


And please do not think that I taken any of you for granite. I have cherished every comment, reply, note, llama, Thank You’s, they all mean so much to me as well as you my fellow Deviants. Am sorry this had to be, and I will be back but only time will.
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StormChaser94
Kristofer Moseley
United States
Born April 9, 1994

Lives in Memphis,TN

Email: kris.mos94@gmail.com
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CelineDGD Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016
Hey there.

Just here to say;

Thanks for existing. I hope you always remember that you are great, that you are loved and worth it. And always remember to take care of yourself. You deserve it, and you deserve to be happy. :heart:

And Happy Holidays!

I hope you have a wonderful day.

Lots of love. :iconsupertighthugplz:
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CelineDGD Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2016
Hey you. :heart:

You are awesome. Keep being yourself. And you deserve happiness, I hope you smile. :heart: You are not alone and if you need anything, I'm there. :heart: Remember, it does get better, whatever happens. We learn and get stronger from the sad events in our lives. I'm sure it'll be the case for you. Please don't give up on life and the things that make you smile, because you are just as important and worth it as any of us. Keep on doing what you do, and being the wonderful person that you are. :heart:

Have a wonderful day. :heart:

PS: Have a motivational playlist, maybe it can help you. ^^
www.youtube.com/watch?v=XOJ5cH…
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CelineDGD Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2016
Hey there, just popping by to let you know that you are a great individual and you deserve happiness, you make a difference in the lives of others, just by being you, and that is a formidable thing! :heart:

:huggle: :iconsupertighthugplz:

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Have a wonderful day, my dear. :heart:

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StormChaser94 Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2016
Thank you, I really needed this, these last few weeks have not been the best of times. Sometimes I wish things were different.......but I know they never will be. 
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CelineDGD Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2016
You're very welcome lovely. :heart:
I understand...:huggle:
Aw, I'm sure it will get better. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but one day I'm sure it will. :heart:
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Vertical-Misfit Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:highfive: thanks for the watch :D
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theHyenasSBE Featured By Owner May 20, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! :peace: :aww 
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Proxyr Featured By Owner May 14, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the badge. ^^
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NinorTo Featured By Owner May 13, 2016  Hobbyist
Thanks for the llama!
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Akiala Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi there dear!
I read your thread in the forum too, and wanted to try to light up your day a little!

First of all, you're a wonderful person, a beautiful individual of our kind, and you should not be ashamed of who you are!
The love for furry is a part of your whole, not more or less! And that does not mean you're not normal!

So, have a wonderful day!
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